still bleeding blue and white

We lost. This is the first time in my career as a Cougar that our men's basketball team did not take Conference Champs.

I cried (just a little...) when Miles said "Lights" and the sheets came down and I watched clips of amazing basketball with Jimmer, Emery, Miles, Tav, Haws, Hartsock, my whole team! It was such a thrill. The screaming. The chanting. The PACKED Marriott. Even the seated side of the Marriott was on their feet.

We lost by two. I left the Marriott feeling sick to my stomach and my heart was broken once again. This was much more emotional than the end of football.

I don't know how to really describe it all, but...

despite sounding like a total crazy, I love BYU basketball.