Resistance Merry-go-round?

I had a really hard time sleeping last night...yet I really don't remember being awake. I can't explain it but thought after thought kept me rolling around and I don't even remember the thoughts, except for one.

Resistance Merry-go-round.

I remember thinking that this was very important, so important that I grabbed my phone and left myself a message saying exactly that - resistance merry-go-round. And the best part is I totally remembered saying to myself that this will make sense in the morning.

I've got no explanation. It makes no sense.